Man....

It feels like things are going back to how they were before, here comes the depression.... it sucks how some people really just dont get it, you dont get the hint, dont get the point, so whats the point? IM pretty tired of caring so much, it sucks this is happening when i am doing this stupid diet. its hard enough i have nothing in my stomach which means no nutrients which in turn means no energy but the person i want the most by my side is AGAIN too busy to care, too busy to talk, too busy to text back. I guess its true that God is the only ONE you can depend on. Lord give me the strength to stay on this diet. you are the only one i can count on for strength and encouragement.

So today at work got pretty bad its now my 4rth day on the lemonade but my 5th day dieting and i got dizzy as a mofo and felt very lethargic hopefully it gets better and i get passed this. I just want someone to talk to you know. doesnt that suck being in a relationship but still feel like you have no one to talk to. I guess i just gotta build that bridge again and get over it like i get over everything else.