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Thursday, July 21, 2011

Sometimes I really think I'm the last thing on her priority list, really kinda sucks. Oh well just doing this day by day.
Sometimes I really think I'm the last thing on her priority list, really kinda sucks. Oh well just doing this day by day.

Thursday, July 7, 2011

During my lunch break

its the 3rd day of my program and im here at lunch in the classroom. IM SO HAPPY IT HAS FINALLY STARTED. but as expected the one person i want to share my day to, i havent talked to since monday. So they have no idea how its been because they are too "busy" haha.

All i got to say is WHATEVERS! If the only time you can talk is when you finish doing anything else important or not (when im already sleeping) then i guess we will just never talk. and eventually break up. i hate the fact that thats whats always on my mind. "are we gonna make it?" "is she gonna change and step up to the plate?" "is she gonna keep her promises?" every one of those questions are a no and i am indifferent to them. its expected from her so i guess this will be my expectation from now on. not to be able to trust the one i love the most. That the one i love is unreliable, immature, and just doesn't want to grow up any time soon. well i guess i should have seen this coming and im gonna have to live with it. either something changes or we break up.

I've done enough changing in this relationship. so meh! we will see how the next few weeks will be.....

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

New motto

Dont have high expectations for the one you love so u can never be disappointed and hurt by them :D I want to think like this so bad so i can stop feeling the way I've been feeling. So tired of theses stupid games, maybe it is better if we just broke up. You don't want to try and I'm tired of the only one trying, that's a perfect combination for a disaster.....we'll see how the next few days will go.....


I NEED SCHOOL TO START ALREADY!!! SO I HAVE SOMETHING TO DO AND I DONT JUST KEEP THINKING ABOUT THIS CRAP! 1 MORE MONTH PLEASE LET THIS MONTH ASS BY FAST...
S

Monday, May 30, 2011

it sucks that....

i just realize that i have a lot of good friends, but i don't have anyone to talk to about how i really feel sometimes, like how much i have been hurting the past few weeks and how much pain and stress its caused, and just when i i try to get over it, she hits me again with stressful things.... it hurts but i've learned to try to deal with it better, BUT it still hurts no matter what. And since you act like there is nothing wrong, then i wont. cuz im tired of trying so lets see how long this takes until it blows up... tic toc, tic toc, tic toc!

Friday, May 27, 2011

PS GENELLE!

HOW OD I POST FROM MY IPHONE! HAHA I FORGOT HOW TO DO THIS!

been too long since i have posted on here!!

Im so excited to start blogging again! haha well ill keep it short, so basically my last few blogs is exactly the way ive been feeling again. with the same person but this time im not really whinning and complaining because i said i wouldnt do that im not gonna be sad. just over it. if you want to make it work then we will, if you dont then this is just a ticking time bomb ready to explode :D k its up to you! Nice and blunt, just how i like it! HAVE A GOOD MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND EVERYONE!

Saturday, April 17, 2010

FINALLY!

Dating Mistake #6: Being Too Selfish in Your Relationship
One of the downsides of being independent is that it can lead to some self-absorbed tendencies—a huge turnoff for men looking for a serious relationship, says Ming Gregory, a professional matchmaker at Color Blind International Dating Service. So make sure you’re giving as much as you’re receiving in your next relationship. “A partnership involves two people who share mutual interests and mutually benefit one another,” she says. “It’s not just about what being with him can provide you; it’s about how you can come together to complement each other.”

Thursday, March 11, 2010

It sucks. yet again, that when im having a tough time the person who should be here for me is too busy in her schedule. Well maybe my sadness will catch you an a less busy week, when you are more free? .............

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Tuesday, December 8, 2009

So theres a couple thats been sitting across from me talking about life, politics, religion. Ive always wanted to do that with someone :/ Totally jealous!

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Friday, November 6, 2009

Man....

It feels like things are going back to how they were before, here comes the depression.... it sucks how some people really just dont get it, you dont get the hint, dont get the point, so whats the point? IM pretty tired of caring so much, it sucks this is happening when i am doing this stupid diet. its hard enough i have nothing in my stomach which means no nutrients which in turn means no energy but the person i want the most by my side is AGAIN too busy to care, too busy to talk, too busy to text back. I guess its true that God is the only ONE you can depend on. Lord give me the strength to stay on this diet. you are the only one i can count on for strength and encouragement.

So today at work got pretty bad its now my 4rth day on the lemonade but my 5th day dieting and i got dizzy as a mofo and felt very lethargic hopefully it gets better and i get passed this. I just want someone to talk to you know. doesnt that suck being in a relationship but still feel like you have no one to talk to. I guess i just gotta build that bridge again and get over it like i get over everything else.

Friday, October 30, 2009

It really sucks to put yourself out there, feel awkward and make a fool out of yourself for the person you care most about, only to have them reject you in your face...... :( but not once or twice but 3 freaken times.....

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Saturday, October 24, 2009

lifes emotions IS a rollercoaster

lifes emotions IS a rollercoaster and here it is again going downhill.....