These past few 5 weeks have been

the most depressing weeks of my life, im not even kidding, this is no exageration i really have been feeling down and in the slumps. and the worst part is when it seems like its getting better it goes back to CRAP, which makes it worse! i hate getting my hopes up and getting happy then getting even more sad it sucks, and frankly it pisses me off a little. but what can you do about it right, you go through these things to be a better person. have a stronger heart, better character; or at least thats what i hope i come out to be when this is over, IF it even ends.

lord i pray that you help me through my struggles and that you let me lean on your shoulder 100% and not on my own strength help me to let go and trust that everything is and was always in your hands, because i am honestly sick and tired of feeling the way i have been its time to put all of my trust back into you AMEN!

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in th PI

so its been a while since i have blogged. Im here in the PI at the internet cafe by ate knatz' house, ken kimi and char are with me. We just got back from baguio a few hours ago, it was an 8 hours drive!!! well the trip is more than half way over!! and its been pretty amazing! so much has happened, ive kept a journal on my laptop but im hesitant to put it on here if u say so i will, haha but ya 2morrow we perform at word of hope church which sits over a thousand people at their 8 am service! pray for us please! then after the first halfof the missions team gors back to the states! i hope u guys are ready i bought a lot of pasalubong, well not really haha but man i love the cheap prices. im about to get a 2 hour massage for 10 bucks! mmwwwaaahahahah and they do it at the house in our air conditioned room, man the life of a missionary is HARD!@ HEHE SEE U GUYS IN 3 WEEKS!

so we are on the plane waiting to go to the PI they delayed our flight so we can arrive there at 3:30 in the morning! well i gtg they said we have to turn off our phones! talk to you guys in pinas!

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Man! back to back and hopefully TO BACK awesome weekends! 2 weeks agao i was able to go up north to vallejo with the missions team to perform for chars church! it was amazing! i was able to perform for the less fortunate and serve them food! totally humbling experience . then this passed weekend went to cellebrate EJS bday at the block then guppies with jim my sister and mike. then on sunday the missions team performed at TLCC the speaker was spectacular! then we went to kuya jons for a great BBQ THEN FISHING AT NIGHT! I CAUGHT A STINGRAY! IT WAS AWESOME! THEN WE WENT TO NORMS FOR A LATE DINNER. MAN I LOVE THAT PLACE! then monday (MEMORIAL DAY!) we had a kickback at my house so much food and drinks! it was a really good turn out, about 30 + people. Awesome 3 on 3, Awesome guitar hero, not so awesome lakers, but we will get them tonight!

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so im bored at work,

so im bored at work, got nothing to do, just waiting to get my full 4 hours so i can clock out! well my week is good! bye!

PROM WAS FREAKEN AMAZING! best

PROM WAS FREAKEN AMAZING! best prom i have been to ever! and if you are wondering it was my 4rth one! I KNOW RIGHT!