it sucks that....

i just realize that i have a lot of good friends, but i don't have anyone to talk to about how i really feel sometimes, like how much i have been hurting the past few weeks and how much pain and stress its caused, and just when i i try to get over it, she hits me again with stressful things.... it hurts but i've learned to try to deal with it better, BUT it still hurts no matter what. And since you act like there is nothing wrong, then i wont. cuz im tired of trying so lets see how long this takes until it blows up... tic toc, tic toc, tic toc!

PS GENELLE!

HOW OD I POST FROM MY IPHONE! HAHA I FORGOT HOW TO DO THIS!

been too long since i have posted on here!!

Im so excited to start blogging again! haha well ill keep it short, so basically my last few blogs is exactly the way ive been feeling again. with the same person but this time im not really whinning and complaining because i said i wouldnt do that im not gonna be sad. just over it. if you want to make it work then we will, if you dont then this is just a ticking time bomb ready to explode :D k its up to you! Nice and blunt, just how i like it! HAVE A GOOD MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND EVERYONE!

FINALLY!

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It sucks. yet again, that when im having a tough time the person who should be here for me is too busy in her schedule. Well maybe my sadness will catch you an a less busy week, when you are more free? .............

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So theres a couple thats been sitting across from me talking about life, politics, religion. Ive always wanted to do that with someone :/ Totally jealous!

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Man....

It feels like things are going back to how they were before, here comes the depression.... it sucks how some people really just dont get it, you dont get the hint, dont get the point, so whats the point? IM pretty tired of caring so much, it sucks this is happening when i am doing this stupid diet. its hard enough i have nothing in my stomach which means no nutrients which in turn means no energy but the person i want the most by my side is AGAIN too busy to care, too busy to talk, too busy to text back. I guess its true that God is the only ONE you can depend on. Lord give me the strength to stay on this diet. you are the only one i can count on for strength and encouragement.

So today at work got pretty bad its now my 4rth day on the lemonade but my 5th day dieting and i got dizzy as a mofo and felt very lethargic hopefully it gets better and i get passed this. I just want someone to talk to you know. doesnt that suck being in a relationship but still feel like you have no one to talk to. I guess i just gotta build that bridge again and get over it like i get over everything else.