Almost forgot!

day 3 all i gotta say is HAHA!

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Im starting to get realy lazy with blogging when im at home so i decided to ditch my chem friends sit in front of my lecture classes and blog for the next 20 minutes haha

So i got my quiz back from chem that i took last week and i got a B! haha better then i expected to get! hopefully i can pull of an A in this class but i guess i can settle for a B. I am finall starting to do things i said i would do and getting things done! The thing is im not going to classes so i can do it >.<

But its kool! hmm in chem classes today i almost died because my friend broke the thermometer and it smelled horrible! we all thought it was mercury in it and as you chem people know its toxic like a MOTHA! but it was just alcohol :)

hopefully this week gets fun! i got to work 5 1/2 hours monday thursday i should work like 7 and friday i am working 9 hours!!! BANK BANK BANK! and i hope erika cant make it on saturday so genelle can go with me to jesse's play! :D just kidding! if she does go with erika i will probably go to the movies by myself and chhhhiillll lol anyone wanna join?!

Ive been feelin eehhh right now with my walk, i guess i just gotta force myself to get into it, read my books, my bible, and do my devotions! Even if i dont want to >.< I gotta make that sacrificial praise right?!?! ok i guess chem is going to start soon so ill ttyl! peace

day 2

even easier! lol

Day 1

without myspace. Not so bad! lol this is gonna be a piece of cake!

This past week.....

So what can i say abotu this past week? well not very much i guess :/ i dont know, just information that has come to my attention made, what was supposed to be one of my funnest weeks ever, to not really feelin it. Ive been kinda down and emo this past week just because i found things out and its like meh affecting my mood, pretty wack. and i learned at church wednesday that WHAT? "DONT LET OTHER PEOPLES ACTIONS AFFECT YOUR ATTITUDE" ive learned that this is WAY easier said then done, i know that ya i joke around with people abotu it, but when it comes down to the serious business i try not to, but it still does and i apologize for ruining the mod or the moment, people just dont understand, and if you dont know, then that either means we dont talk all that much or its about you. so its just gonna take some time i guess to get out of this slump.

This week was supposed to be awesome! since it was scion night and we went to knotts on thursday but i found myself wednesday driving and just wanted to leave covina and go drive somewhere far far away, i guess just the stresses of life finally getting to me, since ive taken this semester WAY too lightly. But this week wasnt a total bust i was able to play with pastor mels band and it was an awesome experience and i got to "study" with genelle at denny's but we just ended up talking the whole time and that was a really fun experience. Then i went to Eunice's hosue and we played rockband, and watched "Another Cinderella Story" CORNY! oh and she made me break the drums for rockband lol by kicking me and making me fall on it! >.<

So another thing i noticed is that today during church at oasisi found myself having a hard time worshiping God. and i realized, that these past few months since ive taken up more responsibilities at church, its been all work. How to make youth better, How to get people involved, how to get people to open, up, making lineups, calling people to play for friday and what not. i dont have as much time to just sit down and bask in God's presence and really feel him you know? i just ask you guys to keep me in your prayers and just hopefully it was a one time thing feelin like that, cuz i honestly felt empty and jealous that everyone around me was passionately worshiping God but i couldnt even when i tried :/

Lastly i wanna say sorry again for the people i made angry this past week, its really hard for me to talk to you people right now jsut cuz everything is hitting me at once and i really dont know what to do anymore, so please bare with me because im afraid if i talk to any of you people, im gonna end up blowing up in your face and just TOTALLY ruining our friendship, if it hasnt already been ruined :/ k peace

AJ Rafael "Something Happens"

I dedicate this song to genelle and myself lol listen to it, good song! :/ again, you people dont know what im talking about! actually as the days go by more and more of you find out so i guess not :/

What genelle said

nuff said. lol ok well maybe a little more said haha. IF you dont know the story then you dont need to know!! haha you gotta know what what my life is in order to know what too look for in genelles blogger! haha sucka! mann stupid library wont open yet! jeez i gotta do chem hw! lol