These past few 5 weeks have been

the most depressing weeks of my life, im not even kidding, this is no exageration i really have been feeling down and in the slumps. and the worst part is when it seems like its getting better it goes back to CRAP, which makes it worse! i hate getting my hopes up and getting happy then getting even more sad it sucks, and frankly it pisses me off a little. but what can you do about it right, you go through these things to be a better person. have a stronger heart, better character; or at least thats what i hope i come out to be when this is over, IF it even ends.